My Obsession For You by rainbowFLAVOREDpanda, literature
Literature
My Obsession For You
I don't remember ever getting the feeling that I have experienced within this last year or so, before.
Just before I get to see the beauty of those ample eyes, I get this intoxicated feeling like I'm at peace and I never have to worry again. Forget all my troubles and just be consumed by their essence.
When we meet, I am overjoyed and ecstatic for the hours or days we get to be alone together.
Even though it seems useless and pathetic, I pay no mind. There are so many others who are in love like me that it sort of makes up for my need of this more than satisfactory rush.
Listening to her/him speak is like a miracle in itself. The voice is
My Obsession For You by rainbowFLAVOREDpanda, literature
Literature
My Obsession For You
I don't remember ever getting the feeling that I have experienced within this last year or so, before.
Just before I get to see the beauty of those ample eyes, I get this intoxicated feeling like I'm at peace and I never have to worry again. Forget all my troubles and just be consumed by their essence.
When we meet, I am overjoyed and ecstatic for the hours or days we get to be alone together.
Even though it seems useless and pathetic, I pay no mind. There are so many others who are in love like me that it sort of makes up for my need of this more than satisfactory rush.
Listening to her/him speak is like a miracle in itself. The voice is
Current Residence: Somewhere Under The Rainbow Favourite genre of music: I seriously like almost everything. Except. Country. Favourite photographer: Suzi ;] Favourite style of art: Anime MP3 player of choice: iPod Wallpaper of choice: Death Note - L Favourite cartoon character: Bloo! From 'Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends' Personal Quote: Undeniably Dorky yet Exceedingly Cool.
Favourite Movies
Kami Kaze Girls
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
I Have None D:
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS Lite
Tools of the Trade
Mecha Pencil 8D
Other Interests
Cows, Pandas, Anime, Manga, Anthro, Furries, Harry Potter, Drawing, Writing
I'm a college student!
OH JEEZ!
Math Sucks >_>
I'm taking the most basic of it all, and I pretty much get it since this is practically 34 * 9023 ((Which is 306782, by the way)) and all that other silly sheets of paper. But the homework is slowly stealing my life away! D8
It takes me about 3 hours to do that numerical crap.
Then there is HD 101. Which in my class is one person that I met at the Psych Ward the last time I was there XD She's so nice.
Well, I'm having more surgeries! I'm getting another B.A.H.A. ((Bone Anchored Hearing Aid)), just on the other side of my head this time.
And an appt. in August will tell me if I will have my
I feel bad when people try to get candid pictures of me since I almost always know of what they are attempting to do.
Yeah yeah, I don't know every time, but somehow I just know o___o
That is to say, you could stalk me and I wouldn't know it unless you gave me a note saying;
"Carleen,
I am stalking you.
<3 Stalker"
If you said practically anything other than that, I'd just be kind of lost. I would be all "Hey! D: How did he know I went to the mall last Saturday?" ... I'm very slow.
Maybe from people staring at me my whole life has just given me an acute sense of... awareness of camera's o__O Oh! It might be that I DO NO
When I look at peoples profiles and I see that they are 20, I go; "They're an Adult."
..
....
Then I remember that I, myself, am freaking 19 years old.
A small part of why I feel so childish is that people are actually mistaking me for a 16 year old o__o
It doesn't happen a whole lot, but just enough that I notice it.
I went into this porno store.
Fake Sirens went off and I'm so lucky I had just taken a **** about half an hour ago. Otherwise.. I would have been making brownies.
Anyways, the guy had flipped on this switch he does when someone underage comes in. Or Hot/Sexy.
The first thing I yelled was "I didn't do it!"
He came over
Heh. I just thought you should know that I've watched Death Note, and of course I adore L now as well. I wish we could have nerded out together over him.
Good luck with everything. I have TCS too, been through the crazy surgeries as well. BAHAs rock! lol I couldn't be a nurse without mine. Hope all goes well with you in life.